No. No a million times no. He's not okay. He's broken. He may have had a hand in that small explosion earlier. He hasn't bothered to look for Josh. He's broken and he's tired and he's wondering if maybe he should just close his eyes and stop.

"Hey love," he says, trying to sound as composed as he can. He loves her, he's going to be strong for her. "You see that fireworks display? We outdid ourselves this year."