[ Audio ] // Backdated to before the Synod

[ghoulking]

[ this post starts with a lot of panting, gasping, and above all sobs. Kaneki is crying while he runs, and eventually there is a loud thud which comes from Kaneki suddenly pressing his body against a wall while he tries to control his breathing and sobbing somehow. ]

What th- w-why, why-- [ he killed someone, he killed someone.. And he is so angry at all of this, why does everything keep happening so much ] What is wrong with you- WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU?! [ why is everyone crazy, why is everyone trying to murder everyone else?! Why did he have to end up killing someone too?!

The sobs seem to calm down and for a second there is silence, before a whisper comes ] Help me... get me out of here, please- please. Get me out of White Tower-

[ there is a noise in the background and like a scarred rabbit, Kaneki is on the move again, turning off the feed after ]


[ ooc: for some context, MOM!Kaneki fought AU!Kavinsky and went out of control. He believes he killed him, but China and I decided instead of killing, he only injures the man. Kaneki will respond to this believing he just murdered someone though. ]

Comments

[cantgetanyworse]

Alright.

[She can feel her nerves buzzing. The first thing she's going to do when she's done with this communication is get hold of Luther. Perhaps the first thing should be getting hold of David, but she doesn't want him to... get in the way.

They've all been worried about Josh.]

I'll be waiting. Don't let me down.